Sunday, 24 May 2009

  • Is it second nature for girls to be bitchyy?

    HEYYYYYYSHHH

    sorry for not writing for this long.

    I was talking to my brother last night. Complaining about how some girls can be really bitchy. They bitch and gossip about people they barely know. It is just really obnoxious at times. Why ruin another girls reputation from what you heard? And even if it was true, it is just really none of your business. But my brother was seemingly indifferent about this topic. He feels that it is just typical of girls to gossip, whine and bitch about others. Even if its their own friends their bitching about. He advises me just to do the same. As if it was the cycle of life. You bitch about everyone you know, friends and enemies inclusive, and they bitch about you back.I have witness over and over again.

    I admit I have been part of this cruel cycle. But I feel its just wrong. Because gossips are hurtful and they are usually exaggerated truths or even lies. If the rumors were true, then they are merely truncated bits of the truth. You hear all the scandalously juicy information. But you did not hear the full story, you were only filled in with the most horrible details. Bottom line, gossips are never sweet or sympathetic. I believe everybody have a good and bad side in them, but why amplify the bad and not take it as a whole. We are just humans we are bound to have weaknesses then strengths, but why can't one focus on both of them; instead of just judging the bad side.

    But thats just my view.

    casssssss


    P.S lucas till is ♥

Thursday, 19 March 2009

  • FOUR DAYS of march hols left

    How do you right your wrongs in that amount of time?

    finish ur mount everest of late hw?

    finish the chinese tys?

    do all that amount of chemistry hw?

    start revusing my humanes and sciences and math?

    learn the guitar?

    BE A  BEST FRIEND TO MY BESTFRIEND♥

     

Tuesday, 03 February 2009

  • the bottom of the mountainn.

       HEYYYYYS. well its the start of feb && test paper results are returned. I GOT FREAKING 0 for mole concepttt testt. YESSS ZEROOOO. && i failed my chem test. like oh my mama. today at math tuition, i realise i have no foundation in trigo & binomial &&& my testt is on thurs. What  does that equals too??? CASS IS SO DAMN DEADDDD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS. tmr is bio. IM NOT GOING TO FAIL THATTT!!!           I NEED MY A1!!!!  im at the bottom of this mountain but not for long. Mark my words, casssandra lekkk willl do well!!!

    xoxo
    CASS!

Saturday, 31 January 2009

  • sailing my life to youu.

    HEY YOUUU. yes im surprise too, im actually blogging so soon. HAHAHAHAS. well, cause im so bored. My brother friends are here, so yeahhhh. I have no dada to annoy or hangout with. Just voices, voices from the shadows. So loving it. I just came back from steph house, we went bowling with shona instead of reverse bungee(read previous entry). OH I ACTUALLY GOT 107!!!  which is considerably pro to me. hahahahahahas. yeah i suck that muchhhh. I seriously need to play with my dogs more often. cause i realise if im not near my friends i feel damn hollow. yeah pathetic, I know. But the funny thing is that i only feel like that when i leave my friends company. If i was all alone the whole day, i love the solitute, i love the company of myself. i am more than fine with being alone. I AM SERIOUSLY OVER ANALYSISING!! maybe i shld just live life, instead of keep on figuring why life makes me feel that wayyy. Being human is so strangeeee. And after 15 years in this planet, i still dun get humans. My post are always so damn randommm.
      Its last day of jan. And here i am on my bed, using the com. still in my outdoor clothes. Talking to friends on facebook. talking to sarah on msn. Being ignored by marcus on msn. listening to alternative music. still havent ride on reverse bungee. yeah, so how i pictured my last day of the month.But life never goes as plan. Its wat u make out of the situations to turn to ur favour. like sailing, you never know where the wind comes from, but u act spontanously, to get to your destinationnn. So im going to sail my boat to a place of fun and mysteryyy., while munching on to my pizza. YUMMMMM!

    hahahahahahahahas
    well thats my lalaland,
    cassss((:

Friday, 30 January 2009

  • LIKE WHOA

      HEYYYS ok its exactly 2am. Yeahh, its official, i love blogging at 2 in the morning. Omg im watching house and grimancing when House's head is being sewed uppp. Now this is bad, i want to be a surgeon , i cannot be gross out about sewing people out. But its like on auto pilot for me to close my eyes or put hand infront of my face when the show gets too sadistic. i can write and imagine sadistic scenes but I can't watch them! HOW SCREWEDDD. I wanna be a surgeon, i want to disect bodies all day. I cannot be gross out by this. NOOOOOO! Blood does not freak me out, them why should guts do?Chase is damn hott. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS. House is like a little boyy stuck in a middle age body. But he is so smart. I want to be as smart. But then again I want to be alot of things. I want to be able dance like chelsie Hightower. I want to be able to write like Cecilia Ahern. But I guess this is part of life. 

      Talking about part of life. a few days back my brother said his friends, Jason and Jonathan, were dead in his life. He said it indifferently. Like it did not even matter he just lost two of his good friends in primary school. he shrug it off aas it being part of life. BUT THAT CANT BE TRUE! can it? I admit that happened to me alot in primary school, i had best friends of the year. Which sucks like shit cause as years go by, the people u had best memories with, just simply turned into strangers. Its not right. okay maybe it is. But it is not goood, or atleast it doesnt feel good. Great, now, i sound like a freaking five year old who can't express herself. Talking about 5, I knew wernching and vera since I was 5, and now vera is "dead" in my life. We are just merely accquintance. And that coming from my k2 best friends. Just isn't nice. Wernching got "revived" in my life recently. either way, it is not nice to see your friends dissapearing into the shadows.So since sec2 onwards, whoever i befriend i try my best to hold that friendship as long as I can. No matter how hard it takes. Cause i don't want to loose anymore friends. Steph has officially be my friend for 10 years, Audrey 9. But the only reason why I can have such lifelong friends was because I was lucky. I met them, they kept the friendship on going throughout pri school, while I was indifferent about whoever I befriended so long we get along.My longest friend is justin, we have been friends since 3. And i really dun wanna him to die out in my life. I love him so much. So damn much.Heck, i love all my friends, any of them dying out, would be horrible. Just horrible.

      So i guess thats is it. Its 2am, i got a tradition tmr with steph to do something fun&wild at the last day of every end of the month, to recharge of life. yet i just pissed her off a few hours ago.  Sighhh. We were suppose to go reverse bungee with shona. But steph feels that we dun deserve the reverse bungee ride, so we are going bowling insteadddddd. Yeahhhhhhhs. i still havent gotten my bike, i think ill get it soon tho. Yeahhhhh. Oh god im highhh its 2 39 noww. im still watching hse. Oh yeahhh thankyou DADA for getting your friend, clement, to lend me his HOUSE season 4 CD!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHHHH! Omg its so intriguing amber is dyinggg.WHOAAAS. its a cd, maybe i should be sleeping. then watch tmrr. My head hurts, im having sever dejavu, like i said this before. Then again, im full of cliches. I could have said athis a million times for diff situations. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Oh yeah i saw my ex tution classmate on the bus last thursday. It was frm novel tution, he is one yr olde rthan me. Marcus' friend. HAHAHAHAS. yeahh, cannot remember his name. It has just been so longg. Too longg. I was in sec1. Three years ago. i remember he is in my science class, my brother's junior in his math tution class.Yeah my tution is flooded ac guys. tho I remembered him tall. Like real tall. Much taller than me. But I was 157 cm then. Whoa i have grown a whole 9 cm. No wonder he seems shorter, only slightly taller than me. Another person who has died in my life. GREAT.

      THATS ALL FOR NOW
      SEE YOU THE NEXT RANDOM NIGHT AT 2am!!!!!!!!

      CASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

    P.S what the hell is crynogen??

    P.S.S I need a new hp, its always dying on me!!!

Saturday, 24 January 2009

  • JANJANJAN,goodbyee.

    WEEEEEEEEEES. As usual its like midnightt & im blogging. yeahhhs. i know my blogging is relly infrequent&  it will stayy that way for quite some time. Coz my com is screwedddd. & i need to begg my mum to lend me her som whenever so i makes it hard for me to use it for funn.
      Anwayys, Janaury is coming to a close ending witha bang with chinese new yearr. So far janaury has been up&downs. My grades showed no improvement but ive been having fun. i have a NEW YAKPAKBAG&GUITAR HERO WORLD TOUR((: yayyys. my bag is colourfull &pretty! for guitar hero i suck at it like hell. apparently this is no surprise for those who know me& my lack of coordination. But it was still fun. i also have been having some obsessions with house&american idol((: watched some movies, redcliff, love matters & today i watched bride wars. Love matters sucked like hell. but bride walls was AWESOME!!!. OI love anne hathawayyy&nickkkk. THEY ARE SO MEANT TO BE!♥ YOU HEAR THAT JEANETTTE!!!!!hahahhahahas. yeahh & REVERSE BUNGEE NEXT WEEK! WOHOOO! now for school, well, its been stress full. Like mrslowaynar started with her whole o lvl talk alrdy. School hw been piling. test been flowing. cassandra been stressingg.thank god there is this 3 day break or ill die!&& been late almost everydayyy. effing annoyinggggg.SO LIKE SHIT LAAAAA! excuse my vulgarities, life is really giving toll on me.

    FOR NOW,ILL JUST SMILE&TRY MY BESTTTTT!((:

    mugging&guitarhero-ing awayyy
    cassssssssss!

Saturday, 10 January 2009

  • missing you or not

      For the past week, i ve been feeling empty. So i just assume i was missing a certain someone, but it turns out, i wasn't. Even when i met the person, that hole in my heart wasn't buried. I guess im just lonely as a whole. Which is ironic coz everyday im surrounded with my friends and their laughter. Who then can i still be lonely? My theory was that the person wasn't there. But it turns out there was no difference. I felt empty when he was aroundd. Maybe im just hard to please. I dunno. I guess ill just focus on loving then being love& the hole would be buried one day. &&my heart would be full with love frm friends&familyyyy.cause currently,

     its empty.

    xoxo
    cass

     

     

Friday, 09 January 2009

  • Currently
    Two Lights
    By Five for Fighting
    The Riddle
    see related

    its called " casslek version2009"

      HEY EVERYONE. sorry i havent been blogging. so ill just do a rough recap on wats going on.((:
    firstly,MERRY BELATED XMAS(&& thankyou shona&steph for making this yr xmas so damn special) i would like to thank everyone for all the cool gifts. && santa thankyou for giving me a different xmas, you gave me lifelong friends((: Also HAPPY NEW YEAR to you all. its a new start, a new year, a new cass. i would like to thank the sailing ppl for celebrating newyears eve for like the first half an hour? hahahas. but yeah thanks for inviting me! Oh && STEPHKHOO thankyou so much for being suchh a good friend & making this year countdown so great HAHAHAS. love you steph, LOVE YOUU ALL FOR MAKING 2008 BITTERSWEET♥  ohh steph we havent buried our new yr resolutions!!!shit! hahahas.
     Now backtracking a little bit, holiday tripp were great((: made a friend, mark.( technically, my brother's friend's brother, but wth) realise snowboarding wasnt my thing. && SAT ON THE CRAZIEST ROLLERCOASTER. which allowed me to reunite with my old friend, Mr Adrenaline Rush. Got obseesed with HOUSE throughtout the whole trip, thanks to clifford lek. hahahahas. im still obsessed with House, HE IS SO DAMN COOL. overall the trip was fun. yesss, more fun than horfan.
      after the trip, i went sailing camp. there was like 5 sc ppl in total, including my sis & i. All were in sc sec. yuanbing,charm,danitza. VERY NICE PPL. i mean duh, they are frm sc, they gotta be nice. hahahas. But on a serious note, everyone in sailing were beyond GREAT, damn nice ppl. Though the coaches can be quite scary at times:/ espeacially if u suck at sailing(aka me) they will be screaming at u out in the sea. && im like getting so damn stress in the freaking boat. got hit by the boom(its the metal bar below the sail) a gazillion times! can die one! I think i lost a lot of braincells. & its quite embarrasing coz everyone is as much a noob as i was when we started but they learn so much faster. yeahhhs, EVERYONE! i feel like some freaking retarded person! Andd whooosh, went my ego. Even on the simulator i alrdy sucked. HMMM. thats whyy getting more coordinated was in resoultions. yeahs, but overall, sailing was fun.It was great being far way frm the city, from everyday life. It made me forget all my worries&unhappiness((: THANKYOU BOOM. yupps, & thankyou mummy for making me go! Im actually quite glad my sis,moonchi, went too. Coz i was freaking emoing on&off && it was nice to have someone there when u just got out emo period & needed someone despretely to talk too. I emoed(if thats even a word,hahahas) this time not because of all those stuff that happened in 2008 but more due to im not a morning personn & i was annoyed at myself for not picking sailing fast enoughh. For alwayys being the retard that falls off the boat. But watever most importantly it was fun,righttt? & it really really was, mostly oso coz of the ppl there & all the games that we played.Oh yeah i got sunburnt real bad by the third dayy. everyone was like ur face was damn red. Someone even nicknamed me prawn. I guess that will just add on to my longlist of nicknames. HAHAHS. but yeahh, at least it has settled to a nice even tan((:
      After sailing camp, pretty much crammed last min hw. crashing at diff houses(yes we are very last minute) && alot of sleepovers too. We even crashed steph's sis party, i sat on the roof top of stephs hse && oh yeah we found new places to explore at my condo. Shona, steph&I were like climbling on top of this shelter thing that is like three stories highh. & we did it at 12 midnighttt. Then we did playground stunts! i had to hang upside down from this thingy which is like 2.5 m, i think. I WAS DAMN FREAKED OUT LA! kept on asking shona&steph to help me down, instead they went on teasing me for a while LIKE SHEESH! i was so scareddd. i chld have peed in my pants! We went sentosa too. SO FUN! love the luge ride((:  supposedly had a studyiong sleepover at sarahs hse but we just goof around all night. From throwing chewing gum to each other mouth to sneaking out just for fun((: && I watch alot of movies too. i loved yesman&bolt&bedtimes stories. twilightt was average, dissapointing even. BUT THAT WAS 2008! I would forever cherish the memories&friends i have made that year. & improve through experience learn. I REALLY REALLY WANNA THANK YOU ALL FOR THE BITTERSWEET MEMORIES.from all the ppl who studied with me, encouraged me to those i had fun with to those i crapped with to kill time to those who were with me in b@s to those who were there when i needed them to those i fought&argued with non stop to YOU, for being you.
      2009 began with my horrible past thrown into the sea,literally, leaving a new wiser cass with the wonderful good memories and great friends. Steph& i wrote all the things we hated abt our self last yr & threw it into the river at clark quey. So old cass is gone, the better cass is here((: 
      School was tring & its only first week of school. so much hw alrdy. like ugh. && olvls results out next week, oh man. GOODLUCK ALL THE HIGHER CHINESE PPLL! &&& GWENNN, YOU BETTER DO WELL FOR Os!!!! CHARM TOO, OKKAYYYS?? OR ELSE LEO DICAPRIO WILL DUMP U && I WILL BE HIS ONLY WIFEEE. JKJK((: JUST JIAYOUUS PPL!
     &&& GOODLUCK TO WHOEVER READS THIS! GD LUCK FOR WATEVER YOU DO! & i realise alot of ppl start emoing alrdy. SMILE, OKAYYYYS?? ((:

    gtg, its like 2am.

    xoxo
    casslekversion2009

    p.s a tip to smiling is saying " WEEEEEEEEE"& "WAAAAAAA" really dramatically! u wld start smiling in no time!. if that dun work, just go cycling or smthing. You can also just talk to good friend who knows to lift ur spirits. SO PPL PLEASE SMILE! && smile from your heart!

Monday, 01 December 2008

  • JAPANN, TOKYO

    HEY CASS HERE FROM JAPAN :D
    pretty much spend 8 hours in the airplane coz I didnt have direct flight
    so i have only been in tokyo for a few hours
    &&& im lovin it already :D
    i ate this salted egg sushi YUM!
    umm hmm.
    Ill post pics tmr when i view japan!
    Now im suppose to work on my commonwealth essay. But im simply lost for words.
    haiz. My brother is noring like crazy. hahahas. im bunking with him.
    Oh && there is like this HUGE language barrier in tokyo. can't understand ANYTHING here.
    its crazy. Even the tv in the hotel is all in japanese. The only english channels are BBC and CNN. in other words-NEWS.
    its interesting at times. But seriously, we are on a HOLIDAY.
    But other than that, japan is really cool. Everyone is so orderly. I swear. We had dinner at macs. & when u throw away ur rubbish, there are diff compartments for the cover, the dirty liquid,etc.
    LOVIN' IT ALREADY.
    tomorrow we are going shopping or rollercoasters at the theme park.
    the day after that, HOKKAIDO ((:
    then, hongkong.
    And later, back to S'pore for SAILING CAMP :D
    so i can't wait! i want to enjoy every minute of it!

    xoxo
    spreading cassism to japan,
    ME(:

    p.s This morning, i adopted nike's slogan as my new life's motto. "just do it"

Friday, 28 November 2008

  • THREE STRIKES AND IM OUT!

    THREE STRIKES. IM OUT!

    screwed up math test
    screwed up english test
    screwed up the interview

    the principle even said he "thinks [I] have brains, but haven't used in recently." GAH.

    byebye sjii. goodbye IB program.

    results out next week.
    but obviously, its not going to work out.

    xoxo
    damsel-in-distress

    p.s at least im going snowboarding in 2 more days. can't wait to moan in hokkaido!

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  • Cassandra Lek, thats me. I donnot like to be judge, to be in a box with a label. Cause im human, im a more complex person, so dun just look at one side((: